You just found me in the wrong universe. That’s all. This is, as they say, the darkest timeline.
By the law of averages, there had to be one universe -just this one- where we don’t end up together.
Here and now just happens to be it.
If you’re sad, do like I do and just think of the other ‘verses. The ones where I believe in love and where I don’t hate myself and where I never feel the need to kamikaze relationships. A universe where we can have nice things. It’s helpful, right? Because you could have loved me forever. And maybe in another universe, I let you.